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I am HumanMy mind isnt focused on one single questionMy body can only take what a body is designed to takeMy heart can only beat so fastMY lungs can only hold the air I try to breathI am humanI've regretably have foundIm not this beautiful person that fly's through cloudsI am humanBeautiful life flowingI am humanI need and desireI feel and bleed just as you doI care and plead but still there are so many dreamsI cant not thinkI cant not breathSo what happens when I dont do these thingsI die?I disapearRight now it doesnt seem that badBut I am strongI am obidieantI love and care and hope and prayI believe in the wrold around meBut still cruel it remains
Save MeOnce again I'm on the floorBody gasping for breathWhat else can you take from me?Im litterally on the floorDesperate for at least one more unpainful breathMy body is in painMy body shakes from the strainDry heaves and headachesAll I wanted was to be wantedBut its okI close my eyes and see you in a dreamIts so close to realityI am able to forget the world around meFocus only on youCan you please save me to
Even Words FailWhat do I do when words fail me?When I am no longer able to write out all my emotion?What will happen to me then?I can't just say what's on my mindI can't just admit the little things hurt meYou disappear for so longAll I can do is cryWhy do you leave and come back?Do you realize that I can't hide anymore?I can't be the person people expectI dream and dreamBut they never come trueWithout everything in lifeWith every tear I cryOver every painful feelingI always say I can't surviveAll this tormentAll this tauntmentIt's hard to keep goingWill someone save me?Give me inspiration to keep on?Care enough to stop and listenHold me while I cry?I'm not asking for a happy endingOr someone to hold at nightI'm just done with pretendingHoping that people will realize
Keep AwayTell me whyEvery timeI see you all these feeling come pouring outIt's not memoriesIts painWhen I close my eyes I seeA place filled with smilesA place far away the sun shines brightShining down on my nonexistent realityI once felt so sureOf myself and all that's around meNow that's changedI have nothing else to hang on toOnly myself and that distant memoryWhen I close my eyesI see you standing so far awayArms held open for me to returnBut every step I take you move steadily farther awayI can't take any more pain from myselfI want to smile and laugh at myselfNo longer haunted by my eyesRip them from me so I can see no moreKeep far awayI love you too much to hold you closeNo matter how much it hurtsI only cause more pain
FaintI don't care how many times you sayCome back please stayIf the rest of the world ignores my criesWhy shouldn't I be like that with you?I actually want to look the other wayClose my eyes and sleepI can't stop caringI can't stop the aches and painsThe sudden outburst of memoryI walk everydayTrying to find my placeNever seeing what's in front of meOblivious to the world around meI know I am fading againInto me and it's been so longI can feel myself slippingSo deepI read so many thingsAbout how the world worksHow people thinkBut I've experienced way too much that needs to be saidFrozenSleepUnawareDream
DistanceEven though there are so many miles between you and IMy love for you will never dieI feel you when the wind blowsGolden tresses streaming in the sunlightA long time has pastBut in reality it's been a weekWithout your smellYour touchI wish that I could fly with youThat I could be with you nowI want to reach out and feel youYour soft warmthI hear angels singWords repeat themselvesThe music in my mind; the sound of your beautiful melodiesCan they take me where you are?One day I will be thereSo I can hold youFeel that long lost warmthTogether we will sing for the angels